A new baby to love

Meet my newest, and super cute niece!

Sadie Rose Packard

June 28

7lbs 7 ounces

20 inches long!

And freakin adorable!

moving out

So Caleb left yesterday to start a new job in Phoenix, it was sad. But what was funny is this

notice the bow strapped on too...lol

I used to joke that I was a single mom because with 12 hour shift work Caleb wasn't home much, so I think I should have not joked about it because now I AM a single mom! I was actually told that I am being dumped by the elders quorm in our ward and am now the property of the High Priests as a single women/widow! LOL

Anyway, so now the little boys and I are just hanging out...i really with our house would sell! Its the cheapest on the market right now (even mobil home are listed for more than my house, weird)....so anyway please pray for us to sell this beast!

1 year, and shots

I took Ryan to his well child check up yesterday and my suspisions were confirmed......he is yet another P-E-R-F-E-C-T litte boy!

His stats:
1 year old
30 inches tall (48%)
24 pounds (54%)

Still not walking, but after having Luke walk at 9 months I have no complaints! He is as happy as a baby boy can be and we LOVE having him in our home! He got 2 shots and he only fussed for a minute and then he was fine! It must be those super chubbilicious legs that I am so fond of!

The winds of change!

Ok, it is official! I have cried and tried all that I can to prevent it but.....we are changing


this for this

down town for down town

job for job

(maybe) but forsure...

Tuesday is Calebs last day of work at Catalyst paper (formarly known as Abibiti)

Friday morning he came home from work with a copy of the 'Mill Street News' and threw it on the bed and told me to read it, and that he was putting his 2 week notice in that day. I will share with you what I read. This comes from John McKee who is THE general manager for the Snowflake Mill.

(i'm gonna quote most of it for you, the important parts anyway :))

"Two weeks ago, One of our competitors made a drmatic change i the pricing of newsprint. Newsprint had been selling for about $550/tonne until Boise Deridder announced a price drop to $430/tonne -- delivered (fyi.....boise is a virgin fiber papermill where as snowflake is recycled fiber....virgin fiber is WAY better). That sales price is much less than it costs us toeven mae ur product. And we are certain that $430/tonne is a lot lower price than it costs to make newsprint as well. So what is going on? Boise is trying to put mills like ours out of business, and they are getting help from the federal government to do it. They are using a tax credit loophole availableto paper mills that make their pulp from digesting wood chips like we used to do. These chemical pulp millsburn a material that is made when you pulp the wood known as 'black liquor'. Pulp mills have always burned their black liquor to generate steam to run the mill, but now they are using a loophole in a transportation bill to claim that they should get a credit for relacing fossil fuels, like oil and diesel fuel, with biofuels."

Now for the numbers! This makes me sick! This credit was only expected to cost the government $61 million/year. There are currently 30 paper producing companys that are claiming this credit and it is estimated they have paid out between $6.6 billion to $10 billion! One paper company has already reported $540 million in the first quarter of 2009 and plan on collecting $1.27 billion by the end of the year!

So, what this means is, the Snowflake paper mill is going under F A S T! Already they are planing on 20 days of downtime in July! So this is the reason for our change. As much as I would LOVE to stay in Snowflake, it isn't going to happen. It has taken some time and fasting and many prayers and even more tears (mine and my moms) but I know that this is what we need to do. Caleb is a wonderful husband and father and I know it breaks his heart to take me away from my mommy :( but he is trying to take care of our family and provide for us the best he can. And if that means we have to move, then we will follow him across the world if we have to! People keep telling me that change is good, I know that it will be hard but no matter where we are we will be an eternal family and no loss of a job or crappy economy can change that! (you wouldn't believe how long it took me to open my eyes to that!)

But that is what our plans are as of now! NOW! If only we could sell our house! anyone??????

Ryan is 1!

Yes I know! It went by so super fast! Ryan is the baby that mothers dream about. He has been such a blessing to our family. He is so sweet, mellow, cuddly, patient, and he is so lovable and loves to give kisses! I can't believe he is one already, he has been so much fun and while I would LOVE to keep him as a baby forever and ever, it is going to be fun to see what he has in store for us! Here are a few pictures of how he has changed.

Coming home from the hospitle

I love this one

Kaelee, the human bouncer :)

2 boys, (almost all of their sunday clothes match.....i love it.)

Our bumble bug (halloween)

1st birthday! didn't like the candle

but LOVED the cake!

my watermellon cake

Fence Painting!

#1 fence painter
This is his handy work.....

and this....

Luke over heard me say to paint over the screws, so he went and painted ALL the screws

The child labor I enlisted. This will be the last time they say they are bored!

Mickelle, Jarom and Colton

Taking a much needed break for lunch, it was freakin hot today!

This one is for Julie :)

So I think Ryan is my spiky hair boy! I just tought Luke looked so much better with his hair combed, and while Ryan does look handsome as ever with his hair combed, this haircut totally makes him pull off the spiked hair (ignore the oreo/dinner on his face!)